Monday, May 14, 2007
Unclear.
Today went to school. Mood super sad. All thanks to amirah. She made min cheng and i laugh. During S.A. lesson, Iris's mother called me. Guess what! She nagged at me and scolded me. The fact is, I DON'T KNOW A SINGLE THING AND I DIDN'T ASK HER TO LIE OR WHAT! YOU DON'T HAVE TO DRAG MY MOTHER IN BY SAYING ALL THOSE IDIOT UNTRUE STUFF! Felt like crying after that but i didn't. I must control. Hopefully nothing will happen. After that, went to TM. Met iris for lunch. After that went home. And she's like in my house right now sleeping. Slept at 5 A.M. last night! I'm so dumb! I'm sorry about yesterday. Didn't mean to avoid you. Its just that i don't know how to tell you. I'm so sorry! Regreted lots. Sorry!
I seriously wondering if you're still angry with me. I so sorry. I really didn't mean it. And it already happen. You can't do anything. Cut is already there. How can you made it go off? When you're needed you're not here. I tried to control but everything went out of control. My mind was totally blank. Just realiesed the cuts yesterday afternoon. Totally no idea what i did on saturday night after 4.30A.M. All i know that i waited and slept at 6 in the morning. I'm missing you.
Explained,Uncleared and Blur.
7:30 pm